I will chop off my hand, before I reach for you

"I will chop off my hand, before I reach for you again."
I tried an anime-like style with this, and was inspired by a powerful quote that can be interpreted in many ways.
Not really super proud of this tbh and probably won't use this style again,
but it's still a powerful and nice drawing that seems to fit the quote, and show a lot of emotion I guess?
Kinda struggling emotionally and in life.
Really tired of being told I'm going to be nothing but a failure, undergoing abuse, and a lot of other things.
I'm so tired of people letting me down when I need them the most.
I don't know if any of you have felt like the way I have, but it's not a good feeling. . . .

★Character & Art © / Sparsile